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I'm going back to work on Monday. I don't think I've talked about it much here. I'll write a whole post about it, but yep...going back. My students take the AP test next Friday and my latest sub got a permanent job, so I've been writing the lesson plans for the last two weeks. I felt like I really needed to give the kids some essay feedback, so I went in yesterday and went over essays with them. It was kind of nice just going back for two hours. It showed me how crazy it is getting myself and Dylan ready in the morning! I gave up and had my mom come to my house instead of dropping him off.
I'm a pretty confident person, but I always get nervous on the first day of school. Having a new "first day" seven months later is even scarier. Because I kinda sorta know the kids. *Sidenote* When I was grading their essays this weekend, when I saw each name on the paper, the face popped right up in my head...even though I only knew them for three weeks. Crazy! But it doesn't work the opposite way...seeing the face and picking a name. And I always feel terrible when I don't know their names. *Sidenote over* As I was walking toward the classroom, I was ridiculously anxious! My heart was beating like crazy, I was almost shaky. It's crazy to have such a physical reaction when mentally I was pretty prepared.
The day went well. The kids were excited to see me and even though I was a bit rusty and it wasn't the most exciting lesson ever (I mean we were going over essays...), but I think it was helpful. It went even better the second time through.
I was EXHAUSTED when I got home! That's going to be the hardest part. I usually go back to bed after our morning feed/pump at 6ish. Now I have to stay up. I still get a lot more sleep than some moms, but I have always needed more sleep than average. It's only six weeks, so I'll live...
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Dylan had RECORD FEEDINGS the last two days, 22.5 ounces, then 23 ounces. I'm hoping he keeps it up and becomes a chub. (Neither his dad or I were chubby babies anyway.)
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Anything else? Nope I think that does it.
Oh. Today is the one year anniversary of our IVF transfer! I'm so happy to be at the end of this year and not the beginning.
I'm having fun with his outfits!
This is what I wake up to in the morning. A smiling baby just rustling around and making little noises. He's even got poopy pants!
(I only use a blanket when he's supervised.) I love this one!
Oh he's so big and handsome. I love seeing him grow and change, S. xx
ReplyDeleteDo you teach ap language?! That's what I teach!!! Home stretch of prep right now!
ReplyDeleteHe's looking so big now! What a cutie.
ReplyDeleteSuch a cutie!
ReplyDeleteHe looks so grown-up! I love how you matched his socks to his shirt, too. I remember that being the hardest part when i went back to work after #1 - not being able to go back to bed after the 6 am feeding. It is really hard at first, but it does get easier. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteI really don't know how I didn't know that haha. My kids finished their last practice essays/tests last week and I graded my last essay today! Good luck to your kids, too! AP released the 2012 exam. I didn't know since I was out on leave as well. Just thought you may want to know :) Oh and I am grading for the exam this year too! I have to leave D at home which is going to be REALLY tough but I've wanted to grade for 6 years now!
ReplyDeleteHe's getting so big and looking so grown up. That first picture his smile melts my heart a little....Going back to work is tough. I went back VERY part time and I still struggle with it a year later. Hope the transition goes smoothly. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteHe's so adorable =) Good luck with going back to work. It sounds like you're really prepared, and I think it's great that you went back to help the kids go over their essays!
ReplyDeleteI did the same thing!! I was walking my little baby boy and a lady and her dog passed. The dogs were sniffing and playing with each other and she said "a boy?" I said "no she's a girl." Then she said the blue blanket threw her off, and I couldn't figure out what she meant until I was walking away. I felt so stupid!
ReplyDeleteHe is so adorable. You should shoot me a quick email and update me soon <3
ReplyDeleteOh my goodness look at how big he got! Adorable :)
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