I haven't had much to say lately.
I guess I'm just waiting.
I haven't even been able to get up the effort to write the Healing Salon summary.
I'm not depressed. But I'm also not very motivated to do...anything.
I think part of it is the time of year. Spring Break is in 2 weeks. Testing is around the corner. I can't BELIEVE this school year is kind of almost over. (10 weeks)
And I'm really just waiting for IVF.
I don't like not having a plan, not knowing what will come next. And I've done pretty well accepting that my maybe baby will not come according to plan either. But IVF is a solid plan, I just don't know what the plan is and it's frustrating!!
My consult is next Tuesday, so I will know then, but I guess I'm just going through the motions until then (on the blog, planning my classes, etc...not much is getting done except in very short spurts).
Yesterday I had my SHG. It was fine although I could do without ever having my cervix swabbed with Iodine again. Gross and uncomfortable. And then pushing around inside there will both a catheter and ultrasound wand? Not the most enjoyable feeling. But no fibroids or polyps, so that's good. We discussed 21 Jumpstreet while it was going on. I saw it this weekend and it was hysterical. Really. I had low expectations and ended up laughing throughout the whole thing. I am actually old enough to have watched the original - granted I was young. Anyone else?
I'm still waiting on my CD3 test results too. I've gotten 2 results, but need all of them for it to matter. I guess AMH takes a week? I'm stressed that it will be difficult to call the right person to fax my results over to my RE. I keep debating whether to call know before all results are in or wait until they're in. But if the RE doesn't have them by appt time, appt is canceled. I just want everything done and settled. In-between is not my favorite place.
So that's what's going on over here.