I would definitely die a little if she was pregnant.
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Ok, you need a back story. The ex and I were together for 5 years. We meet our senior year in college. Our relationship was tumultuous (just lots of arguing) but we really were best friends (more than anything else). Our break-up was basically mutual and we remained friends.
He even knows Mr. GG. They would play poker together before we started dating. Mr. GG actually asked the ex for permission to date me. (He said sure.)
He and his wife got engaged right after Mr. GG and I (which made me happy for the ex) and they got married a couple of months before us (which annoyed me) : ).
We continued to talk from time to time, but she did not like it and we haven't spoken probably in a year. Which is ok, but kind of sad.
But on the bright side...I won't hear for a long time if they get pregnant. At least I don't think I will.
I don't know why it would bother me so much. Probably because I kind of compare where I am at with where he's at. I just want it to be even. Well unless it doesn't work out for us...then I still want it to work for him.
So I guess I'm not a total bitch. : )
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In IVF news, I got ALL of my Bravelle from Kayla at Life is Simple, It's Just Not Easy and I am SO thankful! Go over and give her some love after on her new FET BFP!
Injection class is Wednesday. Baseline ultrasound is Friday.