Monday, April 9, 2012

Another Confession

I was REALLY happy to see my ex-boyfriend's wife holding a drink when their picture came up on my Facebook feed last night.

I would definitely die a little if she was pregnant.

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Ok, you need a back story.  The ex and I were together for 5 years.  We meet our senior year in college.  Our relationship was tumultuous (just lots of arguing) but we really were best friends (more than anything else).  Our break-up was basically mutual and we remained friends.

He even knows Mr. GG.  They would play poker together before we started dating.  Mr. GG actually asked the ex for permission to date me.  (He said sure.)

He and his wife got engaged right after Mr. GG and I (which made me happy for the ex) and they got married a couple of months before us (which annoyed me) : ).

We continued to talk from time to time, but she did not like it and we haven't spoken probably in a year.  Which is ok, but kind of sad.

But on the bright side...I won't hear for a long time if they get pregnant.  At least I don't think I will.

I don't know why it would bother me so much.  Probably because I kind of compare where I am at with where he's at.  I just want it to be even.  Well  unless it doesn't work out for us...then I still want it to work for him.

So I guess I'm not a total bitch. : )

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In IVF news, I got ALL of my Bravelle from Kayla at Life is Simple, It's Just Not Easy and I am SO thankful!  Go over and give her some love after on her new FET BFP!

Injection class is Wednesday.  Baseline ultrasound is Friday.


  1. Rooting for ya! Hope the shots aren't as bad as they seem.

  2. i second Jessica's comment and also want to say you're not a bitch at all. your thoughts are pretty much what I would be thinking in that situation and I've never thought of myself as one. ;-)

    ps-i tagged you in a post...i hope you play along because I'd like to know more about you! :-)

  3. Oh i'm so gkad i'm not the only bitch in the world. I've got a wedding this weekend, AF is invited, hoping she doesn't rsvp......but a girl who i have never liked is going to be there and i know she is trying...cue staring at wine glasses

  4. Things are moving along! Good luck at your class and baseline!

  5. I would think the same way. xoxo

  6. I'm glad I have no idea if my ex's GF/Wife? is pregnant (though I'm sure she is/was). That would suck. You are not a bitch:)

    That was really nice of Kayla to give you her Bravelle! We just spent over $4000 on all of our IVF meds and it never occured to me to ask around to see if anyone had extras they'd give or sell me! Doh! Anyway, I hope her good luck rubs off on you via those little vials:) We start ours tomorrow. Best of luck to you!!!